Pinaka favorite ko talagang pangaral sakin ni kaloy, ” Love what you do and do what you love. “
Pa 420 420 ka pa eh hindi ka naman talaga nagweweeeds. Ano yun ? Epal lang? Para mag mukhang cool at astig ? Tang ina bro. Hindi yun ganun. Kainis lang. Sakit sa mata eh. Yung post mo kala mo user ka talaga as if nakiki uso ka lang naman. Letche.
PS: Hindi po ako user. Minsang nakatry. At maraming tropang user. Nakakainis lang talaga makakita ng mga taong alam mo namang hindi user pero nagpapanggap. Hindi rin po ko bitter sa weeds. Inis lang talaga.
Nag usap kami ng papa ko about me turning 18 this week. Hindi pala basta basta ang pagiging 18. Ang dami ng responsibilities. It is really awesome to have parents na very supportive. My papa explained to me ung mga prrks of being 18 especially sa pag save ng future ko. He asked me to have my sss membership already and nbi clearance. Tapos dadating pala talaga yung feeling na parang ang tanda ko na kaya dapat tumulong na ko sa mga magulang ko. Kaya naman I applied for a job sa isang fast food chain. It feels good dahil I’m starting to be mature and to be a productive teenager. This is the most productive birthday I ever had. :))
Sa lahat ng mga nanligaw sakin at nangakong aantayin ako hanggang mag 18 ako. Sayang 9 days to go nalang 18 nako. Sayang edi sana dami ko na boyfriend. Hahahaha.
Sometimes it is really hard to be a teenager. Being in this kind of shitty situation. Feeling of living in the life you don’t wanna live. Waking up everyday and doing the same shits. Longing for something you don’t know. Studying in the school you don’t want. Yeah. It’s been a year and I’m still living my own american dream. A dream, that maybe after all, is not really for me. I envy my classmates who were very busy in their school works. Everyday, they proud and happy going to their school, there dream school. Not like me, everyday hoping that one day I wake up going to my school, my dream school. But, shit, it’s actually my fate telling me it is not meant to be. It hurts. Freaking hurts. I got low grades that eventually will be the reason I can never transfer. I have these thoughts in my mind if I’m on the right track or I’m just too excited for somethings. I guess not. But fuck, it is my future. But fuck I am not happy. I HATE THE FACT THAT I AM STUDYING IN LETRAN AND NOT IN MY DREAM SCHOOL. fuck fuck fuck
I badly want an ipod.
365 of 365
Year 2013 was so meaningful to me. I met a lot of new friends and knew the real ones. It was the year I can say that I totally grew up. Thanks for those who stick with me through the yer and who’ll stick with me for the coming years. Thanks for the wonderful memories. It will always be in my heart. I lost and gained a lot this year but I believe 2014 will be great because it’s my year. You know. Legal age you knowwwwwwwwww. :)) Enjoy.
All these sacrifices and pain will soon be worth it.