Sometimes it is really hard to be a teenager. Being in this kind of shitty situation. Feeling of living in the life you don’t wanna live. Waking up everyday and doing the same shits. Longing for something you don’t know. Studying in the school you don’t want. Yeah. It’s been a year and I’m still living my own american dream. A dream, that maybe after all, is not really for me. I envy my classmates who were very busy in their school works. Everyday, they proud and happy going to their school, there dream school. Not like me, everyday hoping that one day I wake up going to my school, my dream school. But, shit, it’s actually my fate telling me it is not meant to be. It hurts. Freaking hurts. I got low grades that eventually will be the reason I can never transfer. I have these thoughts in my mind if I’m on the right track or I’m just too excited for somethings. I guess not. But fuck, it is my future. But fuck I am not happy. I HATE THE FACT THAT I AM STUDYING IN LETRAN AND NOT IN MY DREAM SCHOOL. fuck fuck fuck
I badly want an ipod.
365 of 365
Year 2013 was so meaningful to me. I met a lot of new friends and knew the real ones. It was the year I can say that I totally grew up. Thanks for those who stick with me through the yer and who’ll stick with me for the coming years. Thanks for the wonderful memories. It will always be in my heart. I lost and gained a lot this year but I believe 2014 will be great because it’s my year. You know. Legal age you knowwwwwwwwww. :)) Enjoy.
All these sacrifices and pain will soon be worth it.
Time runs so fast.
Parang noong nakaraan lang kakapasok ko lang ng college. 17 lang ako. Tapos ilang buwan nalang 2nd year na ko at 18 nako. :) Tunay ngang ang saglit ng buhay kaya dapat ingatan at sulitin. Forget the hate and start to love.
Feel ko na ang college. Nag aaya na ng gimik college friends ko. Hahaha. Kaso bawal. 18 pa daw. :(
After 1 week of adjusting sa bagong schedule. Start of workout na ulit sa monday. Wohooooo. :) <3
Hindi na talaga biro yung back pain ko.